Who Me, and Definitely Not You...

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Whats up with all of this freakin drama going on?  It's riDICKulous!!!  I hate boys too Ulyssa, athough I'm very confused with your situation.  I can't believe that  I let myself have feelings toward someone who is such an idot and has no clue how to treat a person that wants to be there and help him with all of his drunken problems.  I FUCKING Hate this bullshit!!! and thats cuz this asswhole is older than me and isn't he supposed to be the mature one making all the "right" decisions.  Why do I always get stuck with losers???  Anyways I still have a date tonight with anther Hot Guy.  At least this one is attractive and hopefully I'll get laid at least.  Enough of this bullshit of mine, trying to find an actual, caring bf.  Now it's my turn to have fun and just fuck everyone!  Well, I think I have vented enough.  Oh !!!and guess what everyone,  I have the best freakin seats at the Kelly Clarkson Concert here in Corpus.  I can't wait!!  and I also have this new and amazing harir cut, even I have to admit that it looks spectacular.  Well, I'll talk to u gals and gents later....

 GeMiNiJoN 

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Wow!!!  Last nite is gonna be memorable for a while.  I guess I needed that....HaHaHa!  So much for me playing hard to get.  This idiot guy is funny though, he's different and I felt really good when I was with him last nite.  We got to his new Apt. and we made alot of drinks and he made some Pizza and we were just chillin.  Man these guys are wimps though, I drank more than them so I felt kinda proud that I'm a Mexican from the valley...HeHeHe.  Well, then Marc left and Brent told him that he would take me home in the morning.  So, we started off just talking and then flirting and then that led to some wrestling, which was fun.... we started getting frisky so I decided to get up and then he did and thats when I drug him from his belt buckle to his bedroom and I guess here's where I'll let u draw ur own conlusions...... : )  We talked afterwards and I guess we kinda decided that we would continue doing what we're doing, but there's not gonna be any commitment, yet.  He needs to get settled and I'm young and need to have alot more fun.  I agreed very much so with our decision.  Well, anyways I totally forgot to set the alarm so I can wake up on time so that I could make it to my first class.  I woke up fifteen mins till my first class started and I was like shit I'm not gonna make it on time, but oh well... I turned and looked at Brent for a while and it was kinda nice, I mean we actually fell asleep together....: ) I got up put on my clothes and then woke him up and he droped me of at my dorm and gave me a goodbye kissy...Mind u I still felt really drunk so goin go to class was funny I was being kinda loud.  Then after I wasa through with my classes my friend Marc invited me to go to the movies with him and we saw The Exorcism of Emily Rose-which is really good, by the way.  Then I came home and took a lil nap. OH by the way HAPPY B-DAY ChRis!!!!!!!!! Hope u had a good day.... tonite should be kwl too.... Marc, Angie and I are going to the club so YAY!!!!!  Although, tomorrow I have training for PAC Ushering, finally and then I really need to do some reading and then go to the club again.  FUn Fun Fun....Well, I'll update later if anything else thats interesting occurs...Luv ya and Laterz....MuAh

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Guess what girls?  Well, tonite was the first nite that I went out to the gay club here in Corpus.  My friend Marc invited me to go with him.  When we got there I was like eeekkk the club here is so much more smaller than anything in the valley and the music was alright but I still like the valley clubs better.  Anyways Marc introduces me to all of his pals and all.... and then we start dancing.  Well to make a long story short, his friend Brent and I were the only ones left dancing cuz Marc decided to slut his way somewhere else...HeHeHe So Brent and I are dancing all kwl for a while and then one thing like to another we start to make eye contact and then he moves in for a kiss and I could tell he was hesitent.  After he kissed me he apologized and said he broke the rule, which is don't kiss on the dance floor.  I felt all stupid like a lil kid I think I was even blushing....Well, we continue dancing and he came in for another kiss so we were there all bad ass in the middle of the dance floor making out, well not making out but, well I don't know how to explain it.  Kissing him was so different compared to my past.  He wasn't messy and it was quite nice and respectful in a way.  Then we walk outside cuz it's really hot and everyone is like sweating on each other and we're talking and he hugged me and I was just mezmorized.  The thing that freaks me out the most is that he's white.  But rather handsome though, he's tall, str8 looking he just graduated from college here, he's 23 and he's a vet.  He's so nice too.  anyways we wen't to go eat at whataburger after the club and had fun talking about people.  Then here comes the bad news, well not really but maybe I'm over reacting.  Well we decide to leave and, of course, I leave with Marc and Brent gives me a hug goodbye and he looks at me and then I walk towards Marc's car and Brent didn't even ask for my damn number!!!  I was super dissapointed.  Then Marc tells me that Brent is a shy guy and probably thought that I wouldn't have given him my number.  Then some of Marc's friends call him and tell him that Brent and I looked really cute together and I got all embarassed.  Anyways when we get back to campus Marc kinda made me feel better and told me that he'll talk to Brent tomorrow and then I guess I'll take it from there.  Well tonite was eventfull I can't believe I'm crushing on a white guy he reminds me of Wes from The Real World.....HeHeHe.  Guess I'll tell u the outcome tomorrow have a good everyone, nighty nite....MuAh!

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Well, I guess tonite I've finally decided to update since I barely hooked up the wireless internet, which is so freakin awesome.  My family has been here for the past three days with me and my mom and dad left today, and it was actually a very hard situation for us all.  I didn't expect to react that way, but the water works just sprang out..... My sis and her bf are still here though they do leave tomorrow.  That one is gonnna be even worse.  Other than that everything has been going pretty smoothly Juan and Roel are also here so we'll keep each other plenty of company.  I think it is so freaking awesome that the three of us got a job at our schools Theatre Dept. 

I miss all my girls and gents so much though, don't know what I'm gonna do without u all.  I apologize if I've ignored some phone calls but I've been super busy.  I guess I'll talk to u babes later I need to get some sleep. MuAh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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