Who Me, and Definitely Not You...

geminijon @ 2005-11-05T04:18:00

2005-11-05T10:26:02Z

I'm so sad... I don't know what to do. I hate everything right now! It's driving me insane and I can't think correctly. I'm so tired of being alone and guys here are so horrible and they just take advantage of vulnerablitly. I'm tired of feeling this way... I'm crying here like a pathetic shit and I know I'll regret this in the morning but gosh I need to let some emotion out. I just wanna go back home.... I miss everyone soo much....

Wow Whats Going On?????

2005-10-21T18:07:07Z

Whats up with all of this freakin drama going on? It's riDICKulous!!! I hate boys too Ulyssa, athough I'm very confused with your situation. I can't believe that I let myself have feelings toward someone who is such an idot and has no clue how to treat a person that wants to be there and help him with all of his drunken problems. I FUCKING Hate this bullshit!!! and thats cuz this asswhole is older than me and isn't he supposed to be the mature one making all the "right" decisions. Why do I always get stuck with losers??? Anyways I still have a date tonight with anther Hot Guy. At least this one is attractive and hopefully I'll get laid at least. Enough of this bullshit of mine, trying to find an actual, caring bf. Now it's my turn to have fun and just fuck everyone! Well, I think I have vented enough. Oh !!!and guess what everyone, I have the best freakin seats at the Kelly Clarkson Concert here in Corpus. I can't wait!! and I also have this new and amazing harir cut, even I have to admit that it looks spectacular. Well, I'll talk to u gals and gents later....

GeMiNiJoN

Special Way I Feel When U Hold Me!!!

2005-09-10T00:53:19Z

Wow!!! Last nite is gonna be memorable for a while. I guess I needed that....HaHaHa! So much for me playing hard to get. This idiot guy is funny though, he's different and I felt really good when I was with him last nite. We got to his new Apt. and we made alot of drinks and he made some Pizza and we were just chillin. Man these guys are wimps though, I drank more than them so I felt kinda proud that I'm a Mexican from the valley...HeHeHe. Well, then Marc left and Brent told him that he would take me home in the morning. So, we started off just talking and then flirting and then that led to some wrestling, which was fun.... we started getting frisky so I decided to get up and then he did and thats when I drug him from his belt buckle to his bedroom and I guess here's where I'll let u draw ur own conlusions...... : ) We talked afterwards and I guess we kinda decided that we would continue doing what we're doing, but there's not gonna be any commitment, yet. He needs to get settled and I'm young and need to have alot more fun. I agreed very much so with our decision. Well, anyways I totally forgot to set the alarm so I can wake up on time so that I could make it to my first class. I woke up fifteen mins till my first class started and I was like shit I'm not gonna make it on time, but oh well... I turned and looked at Brent for a while and it was kinda nice, I mean we actually fell asleep together....: ) I got up put on my clothes and then woke him up and he droped me of at my dorm and gave me a goodbye kissy...Mind u I still felt really drunk so goin go to class was funny I was being kinda loud. Then after I wasa through with my classes my friend Marc invited me to go to the movies with him and we saw The Exorcism of Emily Rose-which is really good, by the way. Then I came home and took a lil nap. OH by the way HAPPY B-DAY ChRis!!!!!!!!! Hope u had a good day.... tonite should be kwl too.... Marc, Angie and I are going to the club so YAY!!!!! Although, tomorrow I have training for PAC Ushering, finally and then I really need to do some reading and then go to the club again. FUn Fun Fun....Well, I'll update later if anything else thats interesting occurs...Luv ya and Laterz....MuAh

Howdy!!!

2005-09-09T03:11:41Z

Oh my goodness!!!! I'm kinda nervous right now..... This guy Brent, the guy that I talked about in my previous entry on Sat. night, well I thought he wasn't much interested in me but it turns out that he was in Houston and didn't get a chance to call me. So he called me about an hour ago and he's doing his wash right now and then he invited me to go over to his new apt. I was hesitent at first because after all I don't want to make it seem like if I'm that easy, but then I was like fuck it! So here I go I wonder whats gonna happen. I should play hard to get though, right? Well, I think so, anyways, guess what ladies I went to the mall yesterday and the down fall of having gay friends is that they were definitely a bad influence. I spent about 180 dollars yesterday on clothes!! Ekkkkk........ but oh well I told my sis and she said that she would send me some dinero and it's time for my mommie to deposit a lil something, something in my account. Besides I'm gonna start working soon so I shouldn't feel bad, right? Then today I had to buy some stupid book that cost 40 fucking dollars and I was like shit! Oh well.... I'll talk to u hoes later....Luv ya much....MuAh!!!

Howdy Gals and Studs!

2005-09-06T05:32:18Z

Well, today was kinda nerve recking. Had to catch up on a tremendous amount of reading and I still didn't finish half of it, but oh well that's college life, right? At least I have one class tomorrow and and I can do the rest of the reading then. I'm so exstatic about this upcoming weekend.... I wonder why? HeHeHe.... clubbing here was kinda fun, but the parties are so much more better. Well, I hope everyone is having a grand ole time : ) Laterz....MuAh!!!!

OH My Freaking GoSh!!!!!!!!!

2005-09-04T09:43:25Z

Guess what girls? Well, tonite was the first nite that I went out to the gay club here in Corpus. My friend Marc invited me to go with him. When we got there I was like eeekkk the club here is so much more smaller than anything in the valley and the music was alright but I still like the valley clubs better. Anyways Marc introduces me to all of his pals and all.... and then we start dancing. Well to make a long story short, his friend Brent and I were the only ones left dancing cuz Marc decided to slut his way somewhere else...HeHeHe So Brent and I are dancing all kwl for a while and then one thing like to another we start to make eye contact and then he moves in for a kiss and I could tell he was hesitent. After he kissed me he apologized and said he broke the rule, which is don't kiss on the dance floor. I felt all stupid like a lil kid I think I was even blushing....Well, we continue dancing and he came in for another kiss so we were there all bad ass in the middle of the dance floor making out, well not making out but, well I don't know how to explain it. Kissing him was so different compared to my past. He wasn't messy and it was quite nice and respectful in a way. Then we walk outside cuz it's really hot and everyone is like sweating on each other and we're talking and he hugged me and I was just mezmorized. The thing that freaks me out the most is that he's white. But rather handsome though, he's tall, str8 looking he just graduated from college here, he's 23 and he's a vet. He's so nice too. anyways we wen't to go eat at whataburger after the club and had fun talking about people. Then here comes the bad news, well not really but maybe I'm over reacting. Well we decide to leave and, of course, I leave with Marc and Brent gives me a hug goodbye and he looks at me and then I walk towards Marc's car and Brent didn't even ask for my damn number!!! I was super dissapointed. Then Marc tells me that Brent is a shy guy and probably thought that I wouldn't have given him my number. Then some of Marc's friends call him and tell him that Brent and I looked really cute together and I got all embarassed. Anyways when we get back to campus Marc kinda made me feel better and told me that he'll talk to Brent tomorrow and then I guess I'll take it from there. Well tonite was eventfull I can't believe I'm crushing on a white guy he reminds me of Wes from The Real World.....HeHeHe. Guess I'll tell u the outcome tomorrow have a good everyone, nighty nite....MuAh!

Hi Everyone!!!!

2005-09-03T19:58:40Z

Well, it's been quite a while since the last time I updated so I feel like I should right now.... Been having a real good time here in Corpus, alot of partying and I feel kinda bad cuz I haven't been studying at all. Oh well, I'll just have to cram one of these days. I've met some spectacular people here who are now really kwl friends. My favorite though is a girl from the valley by the name of Veronice, she's from La Joya and she graduates this yr. She's awesome. OH!!! I didn't get fucking cast in either show this damn semester, but oh well I need to remember it's my first yr here. Whatever!!!!!!!!! I'm happy for Roel"Raul" he got cast so good for him. How are my girls doing? Haven't heard from u all in a while I'm sure u all are doing great. Ummm well I guess thats it for now and I'll update soon.....MuAh

HoLa!!!

2005-08-24T23:43:57Z

Hey Gals and Gents.... Today went pretty smooth. All of my classes are not all that bad, although I already have loads of homework...scary. Anyways just wanted to let u all know how my first day went. Hope that ur first of class for all of u Broncs goes very well tomorrow, as well. Well, I'm off to a "Luao" with Juan and Roel so I'll catch u all Laterz....MuAh!

Morning.....

2005-08-24T13:23:06Z

Hey everybody, well today is my first day of class.....kinda nervous but not really. Wish me luck...Hope u all have a nice and eventfull day. I'll update later....Luv ya......MuAh!!

Hey There gals and gents....

2005-08-21T04:04:47Z

Well, I guess tonite I've finally decided to update since I barely hooked up the wireless internet, which is so freakin awesome. My family has been here for the past three days with me and my mom and dad left today, and it was actually a very hard situation for us all. I didn't expect to react that way, but the water works just sprang out..... My sis and her bf are still here though they do leave tomorrow. That one is gonnna be even worse. Other than that everything has been going pretty smoothly Juan and Roel are also here so we'll keep each other plenty of company. I think it is so freaking awesome that the three of us got a job at our schools Theatre Dept.

I miss all my girls and gents so much though, don't know what I'm gonna do without u all. I apologize if I've ignored some phone calls but I've been super busy. I guess I'll talk to u babes later I need to get some sleep. MuAh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WoW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-08-17T16:56:08Z

Well, well, well here I go.... this is my last entry that I will be posting until I'm in Corpus Christi for good. This past summer just happened to fly extremely fast and now it is time for all of us past graduates to say fare well to everyone. I just hope and pray to God that I will never forget and lose alot of people that have made my past four or eight years wonderful and memorable. I will miss my Girls the most and it's gonna be a harsh transition with out them, but thats life and we all have to move on with our lives and become successful adults, hopefully! I met some incredible and hilarious people during the past four yrs and I just wanna wish everyone the best of luck. I know it's not difficult to keep in touch but you never know what may or may not happen. I will try to come back as often as possible to visit my best of friends. Well, here's to my past and now it's time for me to open another door in my life and start another Chapter....hehehehe sounds cheap but oh well. I luv everyone with all of my heart and each of u will always be apart of me forever....and for those of u who have not graduated keep pushing urselves till u get there and try to behave and take care of urselves. As for one special teacher that has made an extreme impact on my life, without her I probably would not be the person that I am today, don't give up no matter what any other idiot may say or do u know that ur the best.

MuAh...I will Luv u guys always but I need to finish packing so I guess this is bye bye for now....

Jonathan Reyes

AKA :GeMiNiJoN

BoRiNg!!!!

2005-08-08T22:03:24Z

Well last nite I went freakin looney. I worked out till like 4 in the morning. Ulyssa u better be ready for tomorrow cuz I'm gonna try and do my best for ur freaking solo. Can't wait to see all the Dazzlers tomorrow too. Ummm hopefully Andie and I do something today cuz I'm soooo bored. Well, it seems like I already leave next Thursday. WoW!!! scary..... Oh, I also found some great music to coreograph to. Can't wait to start working on them....Anywayz what is everyone else up to? It seems like LJ is really, really DeAd..... what happened guys. I guess that it for right now but I'll see u all later.....MuAh

I'm More Than U Bargained For.....

2005-08-05T06:55:26Z

Oh as the days fly by.... at least I'm having a really good time with my gals...tear tear. Yeah the girls and I had an awesome nite tonight. We went to AKA's and then we all went to Xylina's just to hang out and gossip I guess....hehehe Well, hope everyone has an awesome time tomorrow nite at yet another BoN-FiRe at Kuby's. Anyone that goes, by the way, try to bring some type of alcholic beverages, either for urself or to share what ever u like. I better get drunk tomorrow too. Until then sluts and shit heads...MuAh

Oh GoSh...

2005-08-04T06:02:05Z

Well, well, well.... Haven't updated in a while so I though I should. Last nite was actually pretty fun I had a good time with everyone and that BoN Fire was alright. I guess the only thing that sucked was me drinkin a lil bit too much and coming home calling people from the past that I shouldn't have. I had to put up with there freaking phone calls today, as my punishment I guess. Today was pretty suprising, I got a phone call from Susie and she was bored and lonely so I decided to go over and keep her company. Had a pretty interesting time we basically just cought up with a lil gossip here and there. Anyways, I'm looking forward to going out tomorrow nite with Samantha and her lovely Aunt Violet. The days are really passing by only 16 or now 15 more days till my departure. Really, really scary I just don't know what to think anymore, but kinda happy I'm getting away from all the childish shit that goes around here in my life. Oh Yeah, I just thought I should mention this, I really hate poeple that decide to FuCk with me it was pretty upsetting and Sam I will hate ur fucking sister forever! and I know that the other Asswholes were there with ur sister as well. But whatever, if u all found some type of sick pleasure out of it I guess it was worth it. After all I'm supposed to be the older one here so I guess I'll just brush it off. I guess thats enough for tonite and I'll catch all u asswholes later....

HaHaHa....

2005-08-01T21:53:01Z

Andie this Log-in is just for you. I'm watching Oprah at the moment and this show was made just for you and your mommie. LMAO It's basically about controlling mother daughter relationships.... you and your mom should have seen it. But anyways you know I love your mom anyways but it just reminded me of you and Norma....hehehe Well, catch u laterz slut.... Call me MuAh

Just Another Day....

2005-07-29T21:57:37Z

Well, last nite was eventful. I had a really good time don't know about everyone else. Today has been boring just slept most of it away. My sisters coming home in a while which is kwl kwl I guess. Pretty excited about tomorrow gonna get some new make-up at MAC....Thank GoD!!! My face has been going freaking crazy... So what has everyone else been up to? Sarah haven't heard from u in a while, still working hard for the money I take it? Hehehe... Well, just wanted to update... Catch u all laterz ....MuAh and have a really good day

YeS! yEs! YeS!

2005-07-28T04:04:25Z

Yes, I finall got my driverse license thank God! I can't believe I passed that test I hate that freaking car that I drove in, but anyways. I'm super exited about tomorrow nite gonna have a grand ole time with my gal friends. I'm also gonna get to see a very attractive man tomorrow night, as well. HeHeHe....who knows what may happen. Also gonna go to a show on Sat. which is something else to look forward to. Hope some lil BitCh by the name of Ashley goes her and I are gonna play!! She has no idea who she has decided to mess with :) Well, just wanted to update so I'll catch u gals and studs later...MuAh

InToXiCiCaTe Me NoW....

2005-07-24T16:59:13Z

Well, today's gonna be exciting I'm finally gonna do my last shopping for my dorm and I'm also gonna shop for clothes.... Yay!!! Hey Sarah I might just go visit u and u can sell me some towels and a bedroom set for my room....HeHeHe Well, I guess I should get ready... Catch u all laterz.... MuAh

LMAO....

2005-07-23T18:19:08Z

Andie!!! I left my freaking phone in ur damn car and I can't call u cuz I don't know ur number by memory or anyone elses, for that matter... LoL can u bring it to me dear, Please.... Well, anyways yesterday's show was alright, I guess, it's just that I was having my usual HoT FlAsHeS.... Well, I'm gonna go eat so I'll update later.... yum yum Red Lobster... my babes MuAh....

My Goodness.....Tisk, Tisk, Tisk

2005-07-20T23:57:23Z

Well, what a freaking dissapointment. Yes I do agree with everyone when they say that this Hurricane was a BiG Load of shit! I guess the lil rain that poured was kinda nice and peaceful... O well. Today has been such a freaking waist, I'm so bored. Andie we have to do something soon. So how is everybody doing? Just wanted to update so I did. Catch u all laterz MuAh

There's Ah Hurricane A'Coming....

2005-07-19T13:57:17Z

Yay, I can't wait till this hurricane actually hits! It's gonna be beautiful... Everybody be safe and careful, though. Well, the past couple of days have been kinda boring. My mom and I have been getting a whole bunch of shit ready for my dorm at TAMUCC. It's really weird doing all of this stuff..... I mean it all happened so fast, out of hs and now getting ready for college and then your actual life. The thing thats really gonna stink is that I'm gonna be away from all of my friends, and I'm practically gonna have to start all over again, which has never been hard for me but to imagine not seeing Andie or Xylina, KAthee, Vero, Nat or my Daughters(Sarah, Ulyssa, and Jenna) at school anymore. WHo's gonna take there place? Some other conceited ass BiTcHes like them....:) Well, I'm gonna stop all of this foolish talk and do something productive, I'm gonna excercise so I'll catch u hotties later...... MuAh

To Get to You...

2005-07-12T05:53:53Z

Well, it's been a couple of days since I've updated..... been ReAl sick lately... :( It turned out that I had strep throat, and it was pretty bad.... I hadnt been in that much pain in a long time, and my fever never broke, either. Today, though I felt alot better.... I woke up and didnt have a fever, ThAnK GoD..... and my throat wasnt in any excruciating pain..... Anyways, Xylina and Andie came over to keep me company....HeHeHe... I made them watch the original Texas Chainsaw Massacre and then we played Uno... Well, hope everyone is doing great and catch u all laterz, MuAh....

No Stress, No Tears, Making the Most of Life....

2005-07-06T11:56:18Z

Good Morning everyone!!!!! Up nice and early in the morning. I fell asleep yesterday like I wanna say around five in the afternoon I woke up a lil here and there but now I'm wide awake. I'm still feeling a lil sick, but I feel like if this weird sickness is going away... Hopefully! Had enough energy to have a good morning work out, I think that made me feel better the most. Wanna do something with Andie today... haven't seen her in like two days so I think it's time dear and it's my fault, I know. Well, I guess thats all for right now, I'll finsish later on today, see u all laterz.... MuAh

You Took the Time....

2005-07-05T07:00:53Z

Ughhhhh..... what a way to spend my Fourth of July. I slept all FrEaKiNg DaY!!!! Just out of the blue my body decides to get all sick and stuff. I don't even know what the heck is wrong with me, but I'm so tired... and I have no appetite at all. I felt bad though cuz I kinda wanted to do somethin today. Andie invited me to go see some fireworks with her, but when Jonathan finally decides to get his sick ass up and call her back she's already on her way. Sorry Andie but thanx for the offer..... OH, I hope Sarah, Ulyssa and Sam had an awesome time at FiEsTa Texas... I also hope Xylina is having fun in San Antonio, as well..... GOsh I hope I feel better in the morning....well I guess thats gonna be it for tonite. Catch u gals and gents laterz..... Muah

ExPrEsS YoUrSeLf...

2005-07-04T07:54:33Z

Well, didn't get to go running today nor to MeX. so the day was kinda shitty!!! Slept most of the day. Had a really good workout last nite, worked out all nite... already finished one dance for the DaZzLeRs... pretty good if I say so myself... Ummm I guess the fourth of July is gonna be pretty boring for me... THis damn family doesn't do shit... my gosh!!!! Hope Xylina has a great time in San Antonio... Well, I guess thats it, Catch u gals and gents laterz... Muah